Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in Me's LiveJournal:

Monday, April 1st, 2002
7:10 pm	.................... Lately everything has been lost. Things arn't the same. I feel so different yrt everything is the same. I feel the guilt i should have long ago. I have the tears I forgot so long ago. I want to crawl in a hole and hide. Maybe even die. I wish I could see the light. To just have the strenght to see things how I am suppose too. And not be just so.....me. Why is this happening? Why did it come now? I am confused....Those are my feelings though. Hey all.........I got the snake to eat! YEAH!!!!!! I have to go Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 27th, 2002
7:57 pm	Well all My computer is totally stupid and won't let me get on my old journal. DUH!!! I guess I have been missing out on knowing whats going on with all you lately. Cuz my "parental controls" won't let me on oyur journals. Pretty much I have stayed home and cleaned over these last few days.Nobody came to see me and no one invited me out so i just stayed home. And i did not leave cuz I did not have a ride. My man kinda like ditched me these last few days. I haven't even seen Leigha. Which is like so weird!! I don't know. Thoses books Brit was reading are so addicting. I NEED 3!!!!!! Does anyone know how many there are??? Just askin. I don't feel so good. Brit's entries and poem really touched me and well it was kinda like I felt like I was saying it. But nothing would come out. And it just made me think and realize how weak of a person I am. And me comparied to everyone else. I don't know. DEPRESSION HAS SET IN!! Gotta go. Current Mood: depressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 16th, 2002
3:12 pm	Hopefully my egg (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 3rd, 2002
3:49 pm	DANNIELLE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DANNIELLE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! Hope you have a great birhtday! And if form some reason its not great I hope it is better than mine! (Comment on this)
3:45 pm	Pain and almost loss Have you ever had one good day and then just knew that like a million bad days were goig to follow. And then you sit in this stage letting your internal pain eat you up slowly wathing everythign you love or had loved slip away. Or you ist there watching it getting closer to slipping away. So much PAIN. And Maybe even Danny is about to be my greateset lost. All because of two individuals maybe even three. can you guess who??? I coulnd't live without Danny. He is my only friend anymore. Current Mood: crushed (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 31st, 2002
7:28 pm	Did I ever mention? Did I ever mention that I hate guys? ddanny went to court today and he and everyone else thought he was going to go to jail but he didn't and he didn't even call me today! I was so mad!!!!!! I had to call Brieland to find out and he told me Danny had been sitting at home all day. he did not even call work! JerK!!!! My birthday dinner won't be till Saturday! I probalably wont' get to go out then either. And proabbly won't get anythign . But maybe. danny reall has got me upset. I am so mad it is not even funny. I just want to completely WIG out. But then i again I fell like curling up in a little ball and cry my whole soul out. I have to go. I don't want to do anything but cry by myself in the dark. Current Mood: melancholy (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 28th, 2002
7:08 pm	Just wanted all to know this was Jenny. I will do more wheni have time. Current Mood: stressed (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 27th, 2002
7:39 pm	Hey all This is my new journal. Here I am going to be completely open about anyhting and everything. Gotta Go. (Comment on this)